2016年1月4日 星期一

Sara X Mills

Today is my #Friday - sort of - lots of work to do on my holiday "days off" though, including making some new content for YOUTUBE (finally) and working with @katattackphoto. I don't have family to do #Thanksgiving with on the west coast but I'm thankful for all of you & my friends IRL, both new and vintage! Now meeting time. #workselfie #Hollywood #derp
Sara X After Dark with @cvongsawat (if you're not already following him, you should!) I love shooting with brilliantly creative people who have a vision so far outside of the norm for me & allow me to prove my versatility as a model. So fortunate to be able to catch @cvongsawat while he was in Los Angeles. Pasties are by @pastease and actually say #censored 🙈 do you love this darker, more high fashion style as much as I do?
Some #bts #behindthescenes from my shoot on Sunday with the incredibly talented @cvongsawat - I picked the most random song and if you know it I will give you a virtual high five 😂 check out my sneaky little calf stretch too... Ahhhh I'm a mess! 👻 hope you're all having a wonderful week thus far! #modellife #modelderps #rooftop #losangeles
Good morning, I'm procrastinating about getting out of bed 😂 help. What are your morning tricks to get moving when you don't want to? I'm considering hooking up a tea delivery system on my nightstand.
The brilliant @cvongsawat made my silly tiny studio apartment and silly tiny me look v #dark and #mysterious! I feel so #fierce and #wicked here 👻👻👻 he's amazing 🙌🏼 go follow him.
Today I want to talk about life stuff. I know, I do this a lot, but sometimes I feel like I need to either repeat myself for those who might have missed out, or expound upon something I’ve said in the past. I know for sure I’ve said on multiple occasions, “social media isn’t real life”, but I’m going to say it again: SOCIAL MEDIA ISN’T REAL LIFE. I do a pretty good job of keeping it real on here, but even still, I’m not updating you guys when I accidentally eat gluten and my body goes fucking haywire and it feels like I ate razorblades & glass and I have panic attacks about not wanting to be too far away from a bathroom because my body hates me. I didn’t share that aspect of my life when that was my daily existence for five years, before I knew that it was gluten that made me so sick all the time. That’s way too TMI! But that’s REAL LIFE. These are things that we, as humans, deal with. Everyone from rich to poor, celebrities to the average person deals with this kind of shit (hee hee)... Maybe not the same thing exactly but something, and often something they don’t want to share- be it mental/physical health problems, financial worries, relationship problems, stress, or a combo of these. I’ve been so poor that I cried when I found $10 in the self-checkout change return because it meant I could buy food for the next day too. I’ve been tens of thousands of dollars in debt. I’ve been in the hospital, I’ve been heartbroken, I’ve been drugged & thought I was going to die. I’ve been there. There is no one who escapes facing these things, just because you don’t see that side of someone doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist. All the money and power in the world couldn’t protect you from heartbreak, loss, and death. In light of the recent rash of “my life sucks and your life is awesome” comments that I’ve been getting lately I want to say: Stop comparing yourself to what you see on the internet. Stop comparing yourself to others in general. You can't see inside someone from looking at them, & pretty much at all times every single fucking person on the planet is going through some shit (hee hee) you don’t know about. OKAY LOVES? Now go outside and grab Monday by the balls! 😎
From @cvongsawat's snapchat #bts of our rooftop shoot today - his snapchat name is VONGSAWAT so go watch. Also if you want to buy a pair of these sick boots from @newrock_official or any of their crazy huge selection of men's & women's handmade in Spain footwear at allnewrock.com you should order them NOW! If you use my code SARAX at checkout you get a discount now through December 31st. Get on it!
#Rooftop shooting here in #LA with @cvongsawat! #bootybootybooty #bts #behindthescenes
Dyed my hair with steel gray over the pink so it turned this fun metallic silver... Now I have to clean my apartment before my person comes home tonight!!! These are all my feels.
People are forever asking me for my Snapchat name (usually after I post a sexy photo, I guess because they think I have a sexy snapchat?) - I do have a snapchat, but I hardly use it. My username is internetsara, I won't add you because I don't open snaps anymore after one too many dick pics, but you can totally see my public story (if I have one, I don't always). The reason I choose not to snapchat more than I do is because I don't want to spend my entire fucking life on social media. I see so many people "snapping" or periscoping their entire lives, the shows they go to, the museums, their food, everything... Some people are into it, and I'm not one to judge someone else's choices- I get wanting to share cool things when they happen, but a lot of people seem to try to create experiences or make them seem more interesting for their audience; that I don't understand. At what point do you miss out on what's actually going on in front of your phone when all you're looking at is your screen? At what point are you too busy showing others a curated version of what you're doing to actually enjoy the real version of what's happening? 😱😱😱
Back in LA! I look high, my body doesn't know what time or even what day it is 😆 but I had a great trip to #NYC & an awesome shoot with @inkedmag! Woot! Waiting on the #bts pics from yesterday, hopefully I'll be posting them later instead of just more #selfiesfordays - I can't wait until my personal photographer/domestic partner and I are finally reunited!
Thank you @deetrannybear for braiding my hairs after the shoot today! I haven't had a French braid probably since elementary school, I'm kind of into it. Also thank you to @theladydeja for this eye makeup that held through the #NYC rain. AND!!!! You can book their awesomeness as a team! Check out @double_d_production for hair and makeup in New York! Headed back to #LA at 6AM 🛫✈️ wish I had more time here, someone else book me (preferably along with @double_d_production) for a shoot so I can come back soon! 🛬 #fiveheadforever #frenchbraidsandchestpieces
I made it to New York! Ordered a hot honey milkshake from Bareburger in Hell's Kitchen, decided to enjoy it in the bathtub. It's leaking. This seemed fortuitous. Catching up on some day job work and going into a bison-and-dairy coma before my 8AM call time. Smooth. #modeldiet #jk P.S. Now the spicy from the milkshake is burning me 😂
Good morning from #LAX! I woke up at 3AM to catch my plane (like a real adult!) and I don't look anything like this right now 😂 photo by @adamtrujillophotography with hair and makeup by @keelyzelanka silk nightie by @victoriassecret
Sometimes I want to not adult. I feel ill-equipped to handle adult things that adults have to do. I have to be up at 3:30AM to get a ride to the airport to go to New York and I haven't packed yet and I'm sleepy and I need a shower and I've been in the verge of a sweet autistic meltdown for like two days. I'm a mess. I need @pbclark but he's not with me and I hate it! This is my sad face.
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Looking out the window at the #Hollywood sign with my morning yerba mate and contemplating life (v #deep - #sodeepyo)... We as humans tend to forget to be thankful for the things that are good in life when we're busy being too zeroed in on the things that seem bad. This morning I'm listening to the city sounds & sitting in front of this gigantic (possibly larger than life-size) painting of me that Patrick works on at night when we watch Netflix, and reminding myself to check my perspective, especially in light of the worldwide events over the past week. I'm lucky I get to share with you guys; every message or comment I get saying I've inspired someone to be more silly or to have more confidence lets me know I'm on the right track. You're all awesome. And yes, I'm always naked.

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